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i am bored! at 5:17 AM

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at 3:31 AM

It is easy to underestimate the impact that our words,facial expressions and body language have on others.Strong words may exert greater force on a woman than a man and may stay with her for a long time"Keep on loving your wives and do not be bitterly angry with them" Con 3...:19
A husband should treat his wife gently,as"a weaker vessel." When you hold a percious and delicate vase,you must not grasp it too frimly,or it may crack.Even if repaired , the crack may remain visible. If husband uses words that are too strong with his wife, he may hurt her. This may cause a lasting crack in their relationship.
A discreet wife: one in whom her husband can really "put trust" is considerate of his feeling,just as she wants him to be her.A wife can have considerable influence within the family ,for good or bad. " truly wise wife has built up her house.but the foolish one tears it down with her own hands" PROV.14.1


You , you and you. at 2:39 AM

We stared at the sky. The moon was only a silver , but  I could see your arm reaching out towards the chairs of stars. The night had a reddish glow. You told me something

" I decided to be the night sky.Your troubles are the clouds in the sky.Every cloud has a silver lining, it will come and go"
Those words up till now, i still remember it. It pierced throught my heart when ever i think of it. Both of us are lying on the grass patch. Right now, i wish i could go back to times. I didn't want you to be the night sky that holds me up and support me. I wish i was that night sky.


60 things girls don't know about guys at 2:39 AM

* somehow i find that is rather true between JJ and me*


--Guys hate sluts even though they have sex with them! (oh yeah..you're not "popular" if you've slept with more than 6 guys..you're a HOE)
 --"Hey, are you busy?" or "Are you doing something?" ~ two phrases guys open with to stop from stammering on the phone.
--Guys may be flirting around all day but before they go to sleep, they always think about the girl they truly care about.
 --Before they call, guys try to plan out a little about what they're gonna say so there aren't awkward pauses, but once he's on the phone he forgets it all and makes it up as he goes.
 --Guys go crazy over a girl's smile.
 --Guys will do anything just to get you to notice him.
--Guys hate it when you talk about your ex-boyfriend or ex love-interest. Unless they're goin for the let-her-complain-to-you-and-then-have-her-realize-how-wonderful-and-nice-you-are method.
--A guy who likes you wants to be the only guy you talk to.
--Boyfriends need to be reassured often that they're still loved.
--Don't talk about your guy friends to your boyfriend.
--Guys get jealous easily.
--Guys are more emotional than they'd like people to think.
 --Giving a guy a hanging message like "You know what?!..uh...nevermind.." would make him jump to a conclusion that is far from what you are thinking. And he'll assume he did something wrong and he'll obsess about it trying to figure it out.
 --Guys are good flatterers when courting but they usually stammer when they talk to a girl they really like.
 --Guys hate asking parents for money to buy girls presents. So they come up with ideas like saving their lunch money for a week. But it never works because guys are always hungry so they end up asking the parents for money anyway.
 --Girls are guys' weaknesses.
 --Guys are very open about themselves.
--It's good to test a guy first before you trust him. But don't let him wait too long.
--Your best friend, whom your boyfriend seeks help from about his problems with you may end up being admired by your boyfriend.
--If a guy tells you about his problems, he just needs someone to listen to him. You don't need to give advice.
--A usual act that proves that the guy likes you is when he teases you.
--Guys love you more than you love them if they are serious in your relationships.
--Guys will brag about anything.
 --Guys use words like hot or cute to describe girls. We rarely use beautiful.If a guy uses that, he likes you a whole hell of a lot.
--No matter how much guys talk about asses and boobs, personality is key.
 --Guys learn from experience not from the romance books that girls read and take as their basis of experience.
 --Guys worry about the thin line between being compassionate and being whipped.
--Guys think WAY too much. One small thing a girl does, even if she doesn't notice it can make the guy think about it for hours, trying to figure out what it meant.
--Guys seek for advice from girls not other guys. Because most guys think alike, so if one guy's confused, then we're all confused.
--Any guy could write out a rulebook or advice book for flirting, but no guy can write out a book about relationships.
--Try to be as straightforward as possible.
--If the guy does something stupid in front of the girl, he will think about it for the next couple days or until the next time he spends time with the girl.
 --If a guy looks unusually calm and laid back, he's probably faking it and is spazzing inside.
--When a guy says he is going crazy about the girl, he really is. Guys rarely say that.
--When a guy asks you to leave him alone, he's just actually saying, "Please come and listen to me."
--Guys don't really have final decisions.
 --If a guy starts to talk seriously, listen to him. It doesn't happen that often, so when it does, you know something's up.
 --If your best guy friend seems to avoid you or is never around when you're with your boyfriend, he's probably jealous and likes you.
 --When a guy tells you that you are beautiful, don't say you aren't. It makes them want to stop telling you because they don't want you to disagree with them.
--When a guy looks at you for longer than a second, he's definitely thinking something. --Guys like femininity not feebleness.
 --Guys don't like girls who punch harder than they do.
--A guy has more problems than you can see with your naked eyes.
 --Don't be a snob. Guys can be intimidated and give up easily.
 --Everything in moderation. Put on makeup, wear perfume. Just not too much.
--Guys talk about girls more than girls talk about guys.
 --Guys hate rejection, but they hate being led on even more.
--If you are going to reject a guy, just do it. Don't say they are like a brother or just good friends, it just hurts even more. Tell them that you aren't interested in a relationship and they will respect you.
 --Guys really think that girls are strange and have unpredictable decisions and are MAD confusing but somehow are drawn even more to them.
--A guy would give his left nut to be able to read a girl's mind for a day.
 --No guy can handle all his problems on his own. He's just too stubborn to admit it.
--Not all guys are assholes. Just because ONE is a jackass doesnt mean he represents ALL of us.
 --We don't like girls who are too skinny.
 --We love it when girls talk about there boobs.
--Always make sure you know what kind of stuff your getting into before making out with a guy ...like wheather it's a one time deal or not ....
--Believe it or not shy guys are the most easiest to talk to..it may not seem right but trust me they will start opening up like books after you just ask them questions about their lives and unoticable tell them about yours...
--When a guy hits your butt it means that he wants you sexually
--Even if they refuse it all guys are ticklish on the ribs..
 --Guys love neck rubs and if he lets you keep doing it ..it means that he really likes you or his neck really hurts...
--Guys will test the waters to see how far they can get with you. Even if he doesn't intend to it will happen. Know how far it is you want to let him go and he will respect that...after you let him know a couple times.
--When a guy sacrifices his sleep and health just to be with you, he really likes you and wants to be with you as much as possible.


at 2:25 AM

The sun was setting. The golden glows cast rays on my face.I staggered in.The place was reeked of alcohol.Piner-patter of small rodents feet scored the celling board.Dust covered almost everything in the room.I sat on one corner,every bone in my body ached badly. The raw new bruises covered the entire body.

I picked up an old album,i fliped it. It was all the past photo we have taken. Tears rolled down my cheeks as i view them. Maybe mum was right , i don't deserved happiness , forgiveness or peace.

I was mesmerized at one of the old photograph in that old dirty album. It the one and only photograpgh we have taken together for so long.I had to admit it . Whenever you are around , I felt like letting my guard down. It was dangerous and strangely appealing. It seem like a drug that i couldn't stay away from.

We stared at the sky. The moon was only a silver , but I could see your arm reaching out towards the chairs of stars. The night had a reddish glow. You told me something
" I decided to be the night sky.Your troubles are the clouds in the sky.Every cloud has a silver lining, it will come and go"
Those words up till now, i still remember it. It pierced throught my heart when ever i think of it. Both of us are lying on the grass patch. Right now, i wish i could go back to times. I didn't want you to be the night sky that holds me up and support me. I wish i was that night sky.


life changes at 3:00 AM

Life has been full of ups and downs the past few weeks. Pretty messy though. But whatever it is, i  would like to thank everyone around me for being there for me. People such as Huiqi, Rain, Alex, Rex,  and even Kelvin. Thanks guys so much, appreciate all the words of advices and the care + concern shown towards me.Friends are hard to come by, so better cherish them before they're gone.

Edited:
I guess we are not meant to be. i get paranoid easily, maybe we should just end this relationship. Shall we?


at 7:56 AM

"Don't suppress all your feeling in your heart , my dear" said Huiqi.

How could i not suppress my feelings? I am not emotional neither do i cry easily. But i hate to reveal my true feelings. For what purpose? I don't trust people easily. I don't open up my feelings to anyone ( including Huiqi) Crying does not help for my case. In fact i detest the word. Strange enough it turns into a power that motivate me for something. I don't yearning for anyone love. I don't need someone to understand but i need someone to be understanding enough just like Huiqi.